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I swear I just HATEE my drawing "Skills" X'D
Like, seriously ;v; They're just never consistent or working with me. I've noticed that I produce the absolute best drawings (In terms of anatomy mainly) whenever I'm VERY inspired and motivated to draw a certain idea. Like, a LOT. Other times, if I'm not feeling THAT up to drawing something... The style and overall quality drops, and I'm just not satisfied x.x One day I'll SOMEHOW create an awesome drawing with anatomy so perfect i don't even understand how I did it... The next I'll make something decent, but not good enough. And other days I'll just forget how to draw altogether :I
I've made a few journals like this, yes.. And it's cuz it's something that genuinely frustrates me to no end x.x I always wish I could just grab a pencil, and doodle whatever I want, and always get decent results, but more importantly, have fun. But the way things are.. I can only have fun and draw altogether when I have something big in mind to work on. I tackle every drawing as if it were it's own big project... Not as a hobby to entertain myself ;~;
And seriously, at times I just become so bad at doing the easiest poses that I always do. Like, I even forget how I do it and can't draw the shapes/proportions properly. I have the patience to spend over an hour drawing individual scales, buuut not to do a quick doodle. If I try drawing something that isn't going to turn into a full painting, I'll end up doing horribly because I lack the proper motivation, and just want to get something "good looking" done in a matter of minutes -w- Seriously, even my head hurts after a few attempts, when all I want is just to draw, sketch, doodle something quick, have fun. Not sit here, clueless, and frustrated because I can't draw anything that looks good x.x I just forget my skills completely every time I'm NOT working on something big. And this really sucks -.- Especially since I was just starting to get inspired to draw more again ;~;
TLDR; Literally can't draw at all unless all my motivation in life is centered on that task alone. Help ;~;
Like, seriously ;v; They're just never consistent or working with me. I've noticed that I produce the absolute best drawings (In terms of anatomy mainly) whenever I'm VERY inspired and motivated to draw a certain idea. Like, a LOT. Other times, if I'm not feeling THAT up to drawing something... The style and overall quality drops, and I'm just not satisfied x.x One day I'll SOMEHOW create an awesome drawing with anatomy so perfect i don't even understand how I did it... The next I'll make something decent, but not good enough. And other days I'll just forget how to draw altogether :I
I've made a few journals like this, yes.. And it's cuz it's something that genuinely frustrates me to no end x.x I always wish I could just grab a pencil, and doodle whatever I want, and always get decent results, but more importantly, have fun. But the way things are.. I can only have fun and draw altogether when I have something big in mind to work on. I tackle every drawing as if it were it's own big project... Not as a hobby to entertain myself ;~;
And seriously, at times I just become so bad at doing the easiest poses that I always do. Like, I even forget how I do it and can't draw the shapes/proportions properly. I have the patience to spend over an hour drawing individual scales, buuut not to do a quick doodle. If I try drawing something that isn't going to turn into a full painting, I'll end up doing horribly because I lack the proper motivation, and just want to get something "good looking" done in a matter of minutes -w- Seriously, even my head hurts after a few attempts, when all I want is just to draw, sketch, doodle something quick, have fun. Not sit here, clueless, and frustrated because I can't draw anything that looks good x.x I just forget my skills completely every time I'm NOT working on something big. And this really sucks -.- Especially since I was just starting to get inspired to draw more again ;~;
TLDR; Literally can't draw at all unless all my motivation in life is centered on that task alone. Help ;~;
Dooma-wolfsvain / Sweetwolf-Sirena has passed away
____ ___ @Dooma-wolfsvain / @SweetWolf-Sirena † 1996-2021 † _______ I know I haven't been active here, and it pains me to return with such news.. For those unaware, Dooma posted her last update online just under a month ago informing everyone she had gotten COVID, to which she sadly succumbed to and passed away August 30th 2021 after a lengthy battle at the hospital. Her sister privately informed those who have been messaging her of the situation. My heart and condolences go out to her family. ________ I personally wasn't very close to her. In recent years, we didn't even talk that much. But she's one of the longest on-going friends I've had, and one of the people I've known online the longest - Probably close to a decade. She was fun to talk with, and I have fond memories of her online. If you knew me since I was active on DeviantArt, then chances are, you might've known her. She was around for almost as long as the HTTYD community has been alive. I've always been bummed
Still alive
Oof, wow. I hadn't noticed it's been over a year since I lasted posted anything. I've seen many people go on long hiatuses, seemingly gone for indefinite periods of time with no sign of life. I never thought I'd ever come to that point. But alas, life gets to every single one of us eventually.
I've still been around, just lurking and every once in a while dropping a comment or two. In all honesty this website just isn't what it was back when the Httyd fandom was in it's prime, and I really didn't feel like I was getting much out of posting artwork here. I hardly got any views, comments, or even feedback. Most of my old friends had either lef
The state of things
Can't believe it's almost been a year since I announced my break.. And although I don't have such a large following here, I guess I felt like posting an update anyway.
I've been battling depression these past two months; Yeah, I know, I've been going on and about it for at least a few years now, but after a few months of my emotional state deteriorating to the point where I hardly felt like doing anything (and dreaded the idea of finding a job), I finally seeked professional help and have since been taking medication for my anxiety and depression, as well as going to monthly therapy sessions. It's helped, somewhat. At least I'm a little more
Taking an Indefinite break from art
I've had this sort of love-hate relationship with art ever since I began, pretty much. On one hand I've enjoyed it so much because I simply loved to 'create', to bring my imagination to life and see it with my own eyes, to express myself. On the other hand.. For the longest time it has felt too much like a tedious task. Sketching, which is perhaps the most fundamental aspect of drawing, has often been such a chore, save for a few rare times here and there. Same goes with simply coming up with an original idea, something I've always struggled with. Exerting a bit of self-criticism upon myself, time after time i have felt that the poses I do ar
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That's the struggle of being an Artist i guess xD
But i know your feeling brah, i always get the same feeling. "If it ain't an amazing Idea, it ain't worth it".
That's why i'm barely active around here ._.
Good Luck finding your Motivation again and i'm already looking forward to see your Uploads in my Deviations
But i know your feeling brah, i always get the same feeling. "If it ain't an amazing Idea, it ain't worth it".
That's why i'm barely active around here ._.
Good Luck finding your Motivation again and i'm already looking forward to see your Uploads in my Deviations